Salam Ramadhan. Today 30th May is my second day at Bangi Avenue with my lil sister, Juniel. I'm waking up early this morning because I'll be having an interview for my first ever job aka my internship. But actually, I have some problems which are I didn't print out my resume and the letter from my university yet. I'm quite a shy person actually. So I feel very hesitant to ask my uncle's help to print out the resume for me.

Once I was done dressing up for the interview, I'm heading down to the living room and found my uncle checking out his student's examination paper.But, once he saw me walked down the stairs, he stops his work right away and keeps all of the paper "owh.Are you ready to go?Wait. I am going to get ready now." .But before he got up, I gather my courage and tell him about my not so big problem and ask him if he has a printer for me print out my document.Luckily he has it and he printed out the resume and all the document for me..I'm so relieved and feel so happy.Thank you uncle. I love you.hehe. I don't know why I'm so scared asking just for printing out a letter.LOL.I found it funny now.

My sister and my Grandmom also getting along with my uncle and me to the Cyberjaya. The interview was held at Tech Mahindra and I arrived there around 9 a.m and it actually one hour before my interview start.My uncle accompany me all the way to the main IT building and once I arrived in front of the lift, he said "You can go by yourself start here right??" and I just reply "of course!Thank you uncle.I'll call once I'm done.". Little did my uncle know that her nephew is not a little girl anymore.

Once I arrived 8th floor, A security guard show me the way to the digital hub maker and I saw a guy with two boys in that room and then I realized that that guy is Mr. Chong who contact me by email before for my internship interview.He looks around my uncle's age and maybe 30 something. I don't know. I just guess it.I just call him sir because his name was quite hard to pronounce and actually I confused which one is his first name. haha. (Sorry sir).

I've been asked several questions for the interview and there is also some question I don't know how to answer and at the end of the interview session, he asks me to play some online game which is blockly-games. It's quite fun but some of them quite confusing for me. This game looks like a game for kids but I cannot complete it on time and that makes me realize that I'm pathetically very very stupid. The interview ends well and he gave me a box of a small motor (i think) as a gift and his business card. I got up, said thank you and heading out of the place 'safely'.Fuhh..I'm still alive..hahaha

I feeling like failed the interview already but I don't want to think too much.I regret it now that I'm not being prepared for my interview before. But let bygones be bygones lahh.. I don't want to think about it anymore. I call my uncle once my interview end and he picked me up at the front gate of Tech Mahindra Campus 15 minutes later.Okay, that's all and I will update more about my internship journey soon.Stay tuned!!

The interview place

confused about the interviewer's first name. lol

The pretty interview's candidate aka ME. haha

At the entrance (front gate)

I'm not a kind person actually. I don't know. I just don't think that I am a kind person. But when people be nice to me and my family, should i be rude to them? NO RIGHT? The problem now is i'm being quite close to my teacher because he is my father's friend. And i'm also close to his wife.But i don't know why his son hate me so much for be kind to his parents.Does this make any sense? What he think? I'm being nice to his parents so that i can tackle his parents first to tackle his heart next??HAHA. If he really thinks like that,then he is funny.I hope he is not that weird because he is not attractive at all.

I've been thinking a lot..why..why..why..what's my fault?I even think if I should stop be kind to his parents.But is it possible?? I dint want to be label as a rude girl and ruin the relationship that our family have.It's only me and my teacher.It also relate with my family.So then, I'm just let it go.UP TO YOU BOY. You can hate me. I'm totally okay. But I just want you to know that my parents taught me to be nice to everyone and i'm not someone who be nice to a person with a hidden intention.

I'm not hating you but I'm not fancy you either. I like you just like I like another good person and I have no intention to flirt with you either (in case you think that way) .I also not into your father's wealth too. I know your parents quite rich but don't worry. I'm not that cheap..What's more?? Whatever weird idea that popping out from your head, I'm not such a person. Owh..Your parents also love you more than me.I'm pretty sure about that..I have no intention to be your sister.I already have super awesome parents and fun+crazy siblings that I proud of..

I am quite sweet person (sometimes) and love saying good things to other.Tell someone something like "You are very handsome , Good Job , You are very pretty today , You have done very good job" is a common thing for me.And I don't care if people getting weird thinking because of my sweet manner. I love it when people say good thing for me so I'm doing what I would like other person do to me. Even people don't have something nice to me, at least i don't want they say harsh thing to me.Saying nice thing can bright someone's day and lift up their mood to go through their hard day right?

So,if people want to hate me for be kind , I don't care.You can hate me.I'm really okay with that. I don't even that nice.May Allah bless your life with more love and see more kindness in other person and stop thinking that everyone fancy you. :)

Assalamualaikum..

Hi Everyone.It was a long time since last time i'm blogging here..There were 2 day left before we entering New Year 2015..There were lot of things happen in 2014 and bring lot of change in my life..



For your information I've furthering my study to bachelor level in Computer Science (Internet Computing) at UniSZA. Alhamdulillah Praise be to Allah who gave me this opportunity and sustenance.I'm also in my first final year exam now.I wish to get pointer over 3.5.PRAY FOR ME,PLEASE!!But, not everything was happy in this year..Our third house was located at Kampung Padang Hangus was flooding.but fortunately our father made our house a little high, so water does not get into the house.



I think the floods that swept over Malaysia this time is the most severe floods I have ever experienced. Especially in the east coast area.Our main campus (UniSZA Gong Badak) which located in Kuala Terengganu also flooded but not as bad as the floods in Kelantan..

floods at UniSZA

• 8 August 2014                  : Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan
• 9 October 2014                 : Kota Kinabalu, Sabah
• 14 October 2014               :  Alor Besar,Pendang Kedah
• 18 October 2014               :  Pantai Kindurong, Bintulu Sarawak
• 21 October 2014               :  Pendamaran Klang

MH17

2014 is a great test for Malaysian.Some people lost their entire family.left alone and some of them lost everything except their family.Someone lost their parents and others lost their house. This year was filled with grief incident and full of sorrow.I hope with the onset of the new year 2015 will provide new hope for people in malaysia.

لَا يُكَلِّفُ اللَّهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا 

“Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear…” (Qur’an, 2:286).